The Bee depending on God

I have always been an independent person. Relying on myself and also blaming myself for the problems that arise. I used to carry alot of guilt, but as time has gone by I have learned there is no need to carry all the burdens. Jesus took care of everything at Calvary. This week has been an eventful week for my family. My husband and I had our 13 anniversary. We went on a little trip while the kids stayed with their Grandma (Ma Boo) and they went on a little trip. Well, while we were 7 hours away our car died. I mean D I E D to the graveyard it went. But we stranded on had no idea what to do, so my husband got on the phone and to make a long story short a church full of people came through for us and helped us out with a loving hand. I doubted once again, Philippians 4:19, "But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus." But why do I doubt Him, he has always come through for me and He went above and beyond by dieing for me on the cross. So the end of the story is a another church gave us a car. Why do I get discouraged? Why do I worry or fret? Why do I feel defeated? Because that is how Satan wants us to feel. Those feelings are from Satan. I know feel blessed beyond measure.a I was a little afraid that circumstantial depression would set in. That is a depression that is caused because of the things that you are going through not a chemical change. That is probably the most typical of all the depressions. But how could I get depressed, because I had been so richly blessed. So when you get down and discouraged, begin to think on the blessings that you have. Make a list of all the things you are thankful for and read it over and over again. That is enough to make you forget the circumstances that you are in and just allow you to praise the Lord with a thankful heart.